i'm bound to fail...always.
my life is so pointless right now. Today, I recently made a major milestone on this project for 192...and then it was gone. Yep, gone. I'm not sure of the fucking reason why it's gone. It could be the fact that I was organizing my files and then i accidentally replaced the file with an older file with the same type and filename. Or maybe I absentmindedly pressed Shift+Del. Dunno. Not that I can do anything about it right now.
So the number of *real* hours I spent on improving the project is basically wasted. FUCK.
And this shit happens right when I was actually doing my duty as a student. Now my projectmates will see me as this slacker programmer...no, more of a slacker good-for-nuthin' moocher.
life sucks. kill me now.
